Friday, March 27, 2015
I have never blogged before. I've skipped out on so many things my peers do without a thought. I don't know how personal I should make this post (Nothing is safe on the internet!), but I have been dealing with health issues for several years now that have been very alienating. Being sick and having only my family in my life is indescribably lonely. There are so many things that I want to do, people I want to meet, and things that I want to experience. Those things however are almost always put on hold. Wait until you feel better, are stronger, have more confidence. There are infinite excuses that always seem very important. I need to learn how to try. How to fail. How to take risks where I have no idea what the outcome will be. Maybe blogging can help me with that. I've never kept any kind of journal for long so maybe holding myself accountable to words I post on the internet :p will give me some sense of urgency that I've been lacking. I am 22 going on 23 in May and I need to start living my life.